Excellent! Promo for your book and enhancement of your credibility to an audience you haven't had before. Awareness levels of the population are about to go up dramatically. Thank you for all you do.
Great interview Dr. Malone. It explained what a long dark winding road we’ve all been down. Another thought or connection came into my mind which is your explanation of warfare. My father lived through a time of mechanical warfare. People wore their uniforms, went out on a battle field with guns, tanks, artillery and fought each other to the death. My father was lucky to survive his gunshot and had many different types of scars.
Today we all have been through this new type of war, well explained in your book and interview. The Nazis tried to accomplish many of the same types of control over people but with brutal tactics. Today’s warfare as we have all witnessed is done through coercion, the battle is brought into and fought in our minds, no bullets, no tanks, no artillery. We also have been scarred.
Thanks to the both of you, we get it and so much more!
The problem as I see it today is that when government gets too big, too beyond the ability of the governed to comprehend, bad things happen. Visitors to our new Republic often commented on the education and awareness of our population. Then the gov grew beyond them. Thanks to the internet, we are catching up again and it is scaring the living hell out of the puppet masters whoever the are
After everything physical, mental, and emotional that you have experienced, I marvel at the core strength of you. Thank you for not giving up. The world needs to hear from you.
Millennial Millie, LLC posted a video in late 2020 titled "Shadowgate" that layed out how 5th generation warfare was being developed and applied to Americans. This is not to detract from Dr. Malone's brilliant presentation only to magnify the efficacy of this technology.
I just asked Chat GPT for a summary :"📝 Summary
“ShadowGate” presents a narrative of a hidden network of government contractors manipulating major political and social events to target Trump. It relies heavily on anonymous insider testimony but doesn’t offer corroborating documents or official confirmation. Fact‑checkers emphasize that its claims are unsubstantiated and fall within the realm of conspiracy theorizing.
The point? How complicit the MSM, government, elected representatives and other entities protecting the public's interest have been in this manipulation: no curiosity, no investigation into patently available seriously concerning information. Just "conspiracy!".
Also, regarding covid. In Nature Medicine, December 2015 the research "A SARS-like cluster of circulating bat coronaviruses shows potential for human emergence" was readily available in 2020 on line to those more educated in this matter than myself and to individuals responsible for the public's interest. The author list reads like a "who's who" of currently complicit culprits in the covid fiasco. Again: no curiosity, no investigation into patently available seriously concerning information.
Lastly, I'll go with a grain of salt, where Dr. Malone won't: covid 19, as a biowheapon, was not an accident. No smoking gun but strong circumstantial evidence.
20 years of pre-pandemic planning - the last in September 2019- and our governmental agencies and the medical system responds as if deliberately doing what is not just wrong but maximally harmful.
The BS that did and currently(!) argues for accidental wet market release and against lab release feels like a diversionary tactic manufactured to avoid anyone asking "was it deliberately released?".
The "vaccine" was developed prior to 2020. Released with minimal or corrupted clinical trials and without any effort at informed consent was imposed on Americans by fiat.
There are other supporting data.
So, the magnitude and power of 5th generation warfare cannot be overestimated as seen by its successful application surrounding covid and Trump.
The magnitude of mental illness being promoted and propagated by this technology is for another tirade.
I'm sure many of your Substack readers would echo my comment here, in saying....you continually 'up the game' in medical-reporting, on all fronts. Your candid interview by Peter Sein was refreshing.
Your medical, research acumen has put you front and center in the nation [i.e. MAHA, US CDC, your books, publications]. I'm pleasantly surprised how genuine (not a hoitey-toitey academia personality) you come across in interviews and in print. Perhaps, tilling the soil, caring for animals, organic horticulture, has gifted you with a 'everyman' way of seeing the big picture. Living truthfully to core tenets has its own rewards.
And personally, (as one who 'almost bought the farm' when I too had long covid few yrs back), I can relate. On Substack, you're somewhat of a 'unofficial ombudsman of natural farming', .....so I couldn't resist the 'bought the farm' pun. Humor is a lifesaver.
Grateful the Good Lord saw to it you stayed on terra-firma a bit longer; you are needed here now. Blessings to you and Dr. Jill. Elizabeth -His Lightbeacon
So glad to have found you early on, yep, via Bret W's, The Darkhorse! He intro'd me also to Dr. Bossche, Dr. Kory - Ivermectin. And is why I'm not jabbed.
This interviewer sadly has no clue but it's a start.
One thing I missed - I did not realize that when on X, they are stealing all my Ipad's doings.
I've had my suspicions about X. I'm barely on X, but yesterday, after making a few comments about AI / Real ID / Digital Cage zapping our freedoms, they've put me in the doghouse - I'm assuming this was the reason, they don't explain. Those were the only posts I made yesterday.
The PsyWar is not over. That's for sure. You're substack is more important than ever. Thank you.
Thanks for your frank discussion on your life's work. Your initial work on tricking the immune system was a door opener for those who believe we can blanketly inject everyone. Variations in human biology is extensive. The biowarfare gurus see it of great value. Sadly .Is there value in RNA to correct genetic defects? That may be were it be of value with careful care. I like your word "REVERT" which implies that vaccines should not be given on a blanket basis. I acquired Covid and it knocked me low for 21 days. I recovered without any drug treatment, except O2 when my O2 level dropped below 90. My immune system is whole and vibrant which is key and my D blood level is about 70 ng's. Second time around it last 7 days because my immune system built antibodies. Since 2023 no colds or flu. I rejected RNA from day one because it is experimental and we have learned it is not safe and effective. The medicine man continues to ignore the central role that the immune system plays in protecting the individual.
I am so glad to see and hear you being able to talk freely, intelligently and with your background once again highlighted. The usual suspects will do the usual tear-down that I have become all too familiar with. So What! I hope to be around long enough to see some justice done in some areas, but I will no doubt miss some unfolding of the complicated truth, because some of it will most likely never come to light. That's okay for now, this interview makes my day. And in a concise form to be able to be shared and cataloged. YES! (P.S. what ya doin' in Greece?)
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO SIR. Yes, for sure, Fake News, Democrats, and the Deep State work very hard to suppress truth and punish those who dare speak out.
Ok. I guess Deng Xiao Peng just sat down at C-Span. Pig farmer to Premier, horse farmer to ACIP. This is hopeful and I am happy for Dr Malone on a personal basis, as he has been put thru the wringer. “He outlines his theory that the government used sophisticated propaganda and censorship techniques, often employed in foreign military conflicts, to suppress alternative treatments and promote the COVID vaccines.” Fantastic that cspan will put this in print. But the interviewer is void, not there. When he is there, he is looking for an external smoking gun. The smoking gun is him and us and them. When will folk contemplate that we all caved. Mass formation. Abandonment of informed consent. Suspension of free speech. Etc. the value of this talk w Drs Malone is that they lay out the history so calmly and clearly. But we need to see some cracks of cognition and recognition and then intimations of complicity by these media persons. When will there be that moment flash on their face that says, “I was hosed big time”. I’m still waiting. It is still great to see this interview actually published on cspan.
True that. I guess there are little caves and big caves. During the scamdemic, I remember going to a local clinic to get a copy of some long-ago medical record. The front receptionist handed me a surgical mask to put on. I told her that wearing a mask caused psychological distress for me. She said "okay" and let it go!
Great interview explaining your growth in understanding of the how’s and whys of what happened to all of us during the COVID crisis. It appears that we have been, and continue to be, manipulated by these forces. Early on during the COVID crisis, after reading yours an and others Substacks, I came to the conclusion that there were no allowable repurposed drugs used to treat COVID because, if there were, the emergency use authorization could not be used. I see that you have not seen written proof of that, but my gut tells me it’s true. Too many people and pharmaceutical companies made too much money from it. Thanks for sharing your interview with us.
Quick question Dr Malone…. Were you able to treat the A-fib and other coronary issues attributable to the second Covid vaccine ? I also had to get the vaccine due to my job as an international pilot and subsequently presented with similar conditions. My EP is leaning towards cardiac ablation, but before I commit I would like to find out if Ivermectin and/or Famotidine might be viable options. None of my cardiologists seem to correlate the Covid vaccine with the pursuant onset of A-fib.
In case Dr. Malone doesn't answer, Owen, there is a ton of info from Dr. Pierre Kory, A Midwestern Doctor and some of Malone's other SS. Do your research and I'm sure you will find the answer. Good hunting!
Do you know what this does for my heart? Jill and Robert Malone, congratulations! Stayed the course. Are we going downhill yet? I think we’re on the flats and momentum is building, especially when big pharma is banned from advertising in the dead media. Thank you both for doing your part👍👍👍we appreciate you!!!
Yes, AI is a problem multiplier - we need to get back to basics. Who knew that the Amish were right all along? You don't need any rehab here, Dr. Malone; we're with you all the way! Great job!
Dr. Malone's view is that AI is here and we have to make the best of it; it's a tool that we can use to our advantage, with appropriate guardrails, and if we don't master the ability to utilize it, we will end up being clobbered as a result. I really do try to get on board with that argument. But my gut tells me differently. The first clue is "artificial." Someone has to feed these monsters. We can't even keep hackers out of our credit cards! The forces of darkness know a good tool when they see one. And they see it better than we do.
Like you, I trust my Gut. My gut had me knowing about the vaccs before Docs M- truth be told. But he had more at stake to make statements until he was positive.
His AI advise, is wise; he knows we can't stop it. We've not been able to stop anything really. BUT I'll fight to the end, holding onto all Freedom whilst I still can.
The masses cave easily. I'm lectured even by my same age - how can I Not carry a cellphone on a hike! How can I not be on Fakebook! I'm an outcast because I don't comply like they do.
Oh my! The youngers - it freaks them out beyond even that!
I KNOW what IS Freedom being in my 60's, and I've done a lot of Outdoorsey, where no sound is heard, except the trickle of a stream or high mountain winds. I love getting lost in the wilderness even. It's priceless, but only when it's Pure- what is challenge and the Trill of lost, if, AI is hovering over us? Makes no sense to me, folks don't SEE this.
I KNOW AI is the ultimate Death of Freedom. Of all we love about our Freedoms, of the joys of even the simple things, like a Sunday drive, a private talk around the dinner table with our loved ones. It's private no more. And more to come. Soon, cameras will be everywhere, we'll be required to be carry a Digital ID everywhere. It will control our everything.
53rd, Truthfully, I'm very disappointed that folks, even in the Medical Truth Community, let Kristi Noem push the Real ID on us (not me). The Act was passed the same year as the PREP Act, 2005. Both, with the same goal. Control. There is still time to stop it - the goal is all on it by 2027. It's the reason for this latest push- shoes will still be removed if don't have a Real ID. The more of us who do Not comply - the better our chances we can stop it.
Similar to me being the only one, of hundreds, every time I've flown, to say NO to the facial camera, I will be in that new line, I expect a very short line - taking off my shoes. Hope I see you there :)
I came to a similar conclusion on the vax, “My immune system is working just fine, thank you, and I don’t want to mess with it.” Never facebooked or twitter/xed, do have a flip phone but either forget to take it or turn it on half the time. Remember seeing Zuckerberg on Charley Rose when it first came out and I thought, “That’s the dumbest thing I ever heard of. People’s relationships will be so superficial!” That was a few billion dollars ago in Zuckie’s pocket but it still works for me. Hadn’t given much thought to the Real ID; seemed like an effort to ensure citizenship, like one needed a birth certificate to get one? On second thought, maybe you’re right. Are you saying it transmits a bloody signal?
When the Patriot act was passed, I refused to fly. I told my adult children that I will not have my 4th amendment rights stripped from me because i want to fly somewhere. They said, "don't fly then."
So I went no where on a plane for over 10 years, finally had to fly to a funeral of someone I loved very much. Now I fly once a year with my adult children to vacation somewhere out of America. Don't like it, but it got a little better last week, with no more shoe removal.
Excellent! Promo for your book and enhancement of your credibility to an audience you haven't had before. Awareness levels of the population are about to go up dramatically. Thank you for all you do.
Great interview Dr. Malone. It explained what a long dark winding road we’ve all been down. Another thought or connection came into my mind which is your explanation of warfare. My father lived through a time of mechanical warfare. People wore their uniforms, went out on a battle field with guns, tanks, artillery and fought each other to the death. My father was lucky to survive his gunshot and had many different types of scars.
Today we all have been through this new type of war, well explained in your book and interview. The Nazis tried to accomplish many of the same types of control over people but with brutal tactics. Today’s warfare as we have all witnessed is done through coercion, the battle is brought into and fought in our minds, no bullets, no tanks, no artillery. We also have been scarred.
Thanks to the both of you, we get it and so much more!
The problem as I see it today is that when government gets too big, too beyond the ability of the governed to comprehend, bad things happen. Visitors to our new Republic often commented on the education and awareness of our population. Then the gov grew beyond them. Thanks to the internet, we are catching up again and it is scaring the living hell out of the puppet masters whoever the are
Yes, Tocqueville. Before everything became too big. And self-serving.
Micheal, Great point!
After everything physical, mental, and emotional that you have experienced, I marvel at the core strength of you. Thank you for not giving up. The world needs to hear from you.
Excellent and insightful interview.
A few points.
Millennial Millie, LLC posted a video in late 2020 titled "Shadowgate" that layed out how 5th generation warfare was being developed and applied to Americans. This is not to detract from Dr. Malone's brilliant presentation only to magnify the efficacy of this technology.
I just asked Chat GPT for a summary :"📝 Summary
“ShadowGate” presents a narrative of a hidden network of government contractors manipulating major political and social events to target Trump. It relies heavily on anonymous insider testimony but doesn’t offer corroborating documents or official confirmation. Fact‑checkers emphasize that its claims are unsubstantiated and fall within the realm of conspiracy theorizing.
The point? How complicit the MSM, government, elected representatives and other entities protecting the public's interest have been in this manipulation: no curiosity, no investigation into patently available seriously concerning information. Just "conspiracy!".
Also, regarding covid. In Nature Medicine, December 2015 the research "A SARS-like cluster of circulating bat coronaviruses shows potential for human emergence" was readily available in 2020 on line to those more educated in this matter than myself and to individuals responsible for the public's interest. The author list reads like a "who's who" of currently complicit culprits in the covid fiasco. Again: no curiosity, no investigation into patently available seriously concerning information.
Lastly, I'll go with a grain of salt, where Dr. Malone won't: covid 19, as a biowheapon, was not an accident. No smoking gun but strong circumstantial evidence.
20 years of pre-pandemic planning - the last in September 2019- and our governmental agencies and the medical system responds as if deliberately doing what is not just wrong but maximally harmful.
The BS that did and currently(!) argues for accidental wet market release and against lab release feels like a diversionary tactic manufactured to avoid anyone asking "was it deliberately released?".
The "vaccine" was developed prior to 2020. Released with minimal or corrupted clinical trials and without any effort at informed consent was imposed on Americans by fiat.
There are other supporting data.
So, the magnitude and power of 5th generation warfare cannot be overestimated as seen by its successful application surrounding covid and Trump.
The magnitude of mental illness being promoted and propagated by this technology is for another tirade.
Dr. Malone; July 15, 2025
I'm sure many of your Substack readers would echo my comment here, in saying....you continually 'up the game' in medical-reporting, on all fronts. Your candid interview by Peter Sein was refreshing.
Your medical, research acumen has put you front and center in the nation [i.e. MAHA, US CDC, your books, publications]. I'm pleasantly surprised how genuine (not a hoitey-toitey academia personality) you come across in interviews and in print. Perhaps, tilling the soil, caring for animals, organic horticulture, has gifted you with a 'everyman' way of seeing the big picture. Living truthfully to core tenets has its own rewards.
And personally, (as one who 'almost bought the farm' when I too had long covid few yrs back), I can relate. On Substack, you're somewhat of a 'unofficial ombudsman of natural farming', .....so I couldn't resist the 'bought the farm' pun. Humor is a lifesaver.
Grateful the Good Lord saw to it you stayed on terra-firma a bit longer; you are needed here now. Blessings to you and Dr. Jill. Elizabeth -His Lightbeacon
Plus: Dr. Malone is just so darn intelligent!
And seemingly tireless!
So glad to have found you early on, yep, via Bret W's, The Darkhorse! He intro'd me also to Dr. Bossche, Dr. Kory - Ivermectin. And is why I'm not jabbed.
This interviewer sadly has no clue but it's a start.
One thing I missed - I did not realize that when on X, they are stealing all my Ipad's doings.
I've had my suspicions about X. I'm barely on X, but yesterday, after making a few comments about AI / Real ID / Digital Cage zapping our freedoms, they've put me in the doghouse - I'm assuming this was the reason, they don't explain. Those were the only posts I made yesterday.
The PsyWar is not over. That's for sure. You're substack is more important than ever. Thank you.
Thanks for your frank discussion on your life's work. Your initial work on tricking the immune system was a door opener for those who believe we can blanketly inject everyone. Variations in human biology is extensive. The biowarfare gurus see it of great value. Sadly .Is there value in RNA to correct genetic defects? That may be were it be of value with careful care. I like your word "REVERT" which implies that vaccines should not be given on a blanket basis. I acquired Covid and it knocked me low for 21 days. I recovered without any drug treatment, except O2 when my O2 level dropped below 90. My immune system is whole and vibrant which is key and my D blood level is about 70 ng's. Second time around it last 7 days because my immune system built antibodies. Since 2023 no colds or flu. I rejected RNA from day one because it is experimental and we have learned it is not safe and effective. The medicine man continues to ignore the central role that the immune system plays in protecting the individual.
Nice Thomas. I keep my D at that level too. Never sick since.
I am so glad to see and hear you being able to talk freely, intelligently and with your background once again highlighted. The usual suspects will do the usual tear-down that I have become all too familiar with. So What! I hope to be around long enough to see some justice done in some areas, but I will no doubt miss some unfolding of the complicated truth, because some of it will most likely never come to light. That's okay for now, this interview makes my day. And in a concise form to be able to be shared and cataloged. YES! (P.S. what ya doin' in Greece?)
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO SIR. Yes, for sure, Fake News, Democrats, and the Deep State work very hard to suppress truth and punish those who dare speak out.
Ok. I guess Deng Xiao Peng just sat down at C-Span. Pig farmer to Premier, horse farmer to ACIP. This is hopeful and I am happy for Dr Malone on a personal basis, as he has been put thru the wringer. “He outlines his theory that the government used sophisticated propaganda and censorship techniques, often employed in foreign military conflicts, to suppress alternative treatments and promote the COVID vaccines.” Fantastic that cspan will put this in print. But the interviewer is void, not there. When he is there, he is looking for an external smoking gun. The smoking gun is him and us and them. When will folk contemplate that we all caved. Mass formation. Abandonment of informed consent. Suspension of free speech. Etc. the value of this talk w Drs Malone is that they lay out the history so calmly and clearly. But we need to see some cracks of cognition and recognition and then intimations of complicity by these media persons. When will there be that moment flash on their face that says, “I was hosed big time”. I’m still waiting. It is still great to see this interview actually published on cspan.
Well said, smoking gun is him.
There are those of us who did not cave, and saw the idiocy from the beginning of the scamdemic.
Yes, but I still wore the damn mask when I had to.
True that. I guess there are little caves and big caves. During the scamdemic, I remember going to a local clinic to get a copy of some long-ago medical record. The front receptionist handed me a surgical mask to put on. I told her that wearing a mask caused psychological distress for me. She said "okay" and let it go!
Great interview explaining your growth in understanding of the how’s and whys of what happened to all of us during the COVID crisis. It appears that we have been, and continue to be, manipulated by these forces. Early on during the COVID crisis, after reading yours an and others Substacks, I came to the conclusion that there were no allowable repurposed drugs used to treat COVID because, if there were, the emergency use authorization could not be used. I see that you have not seen written proof of that, but my gut tells me it’s true. Too many people and pharmaceutical companies made too much money from it. Thanks for sharing your interview with us.
Quick question Dr Malone…. Were you able to treat the A-fib and other coronary issues attributable to the second Covid vaccine ? I also had to get the vaccine due to my job as an international pilot and subsequently presented with similar conditions. My EP is leaning towards cardiac ablation, but before I commit I would like to find out if Ivermectin and/or Famotidine might be viable options. None of my cardiologists seem to correlate the Covid vaccine with the pursuant onset of A-fib.
Yes, i am much better now
In case Dr. Malone doesn't answer, Owen, there is a ton of info from Dr. Pierre Kory, A Midwestern Doctor and some of Malone's other SS. Do your research and I'm sure you will find the answer. Good hunting!
Thanks for the input !
Do you know what this does for my heart? Jill and Robert Malone, congratulations! Stayed the course. Are we going downhill yet? I think we’re on the flats and momentum is building, especially when big pharma is banned from advertising in the dead media. Thank you both for doing your part👍👍👍we appreciate you!!!
Yes, AI is a problem multiplier - we need to get back to basics. Who knew that the Amish were right all along? You don't need any rehab here, Dr. Malone; we're with you all the way! Great job!
The Amish aren't going to like what was announced today. THE done deal huge AI problem multiplier for PA.
Sen Doug Mastriano posted on X today-
"Breaking News. This will position PA as the national hub for AI and energy development in the WORLD "
He PsyWar'd us too - Yesterday - he posted on X - He has intro'd a amendment to eliminate school property taxes.
Even our trusted usual Very Patriotic PA green pasture loving Sen Mastriano, PRECEDED a BIG PA No No with a try for Big Yes. To soften us.
It's clear - AI is steam rolling us all. PA's future will be ruined by AI. It will turn a purple into another Blue. Very sad.
I see ZERO, benefit to AI. My X - has been blocked (again) from sight. Already, we see it controlling us - not allowed to speak against it on X.
Dr. Malone's view is that AI is here and we have to make the best of it; it's a tool that we can use to our advantage, with appropriate guardrails, and if we don't master the ability to utilize it, we will end up being clobbered as a result. I really do try to get on board with that argument. But my gut tells me differently. The first clue is "artificial." Someone has to feed these monsters. We can't even keep hackers out of our credit cards! The forces of darkness know a good tool when they see one. And they see it better than we do.
Like you, I trust my Gut. My gut had me knowing about the vaccs before Docs M- truth be told. But he had more at stake to make statements until he was positive.
His AI advise, is wise; he knows we can't stop it. We've not been able to stop anything really. BUT I'll fight to the end, holding onto all Freedom whilst I still can.
The masses cave easily. I'm lectured even by my same age - how can I Not carry a cellphone on a hike! How can I not be on Fakebook! I'm an outcast because I don't comply like they do.
Oh my! The youngers - it freaks them out beyond even that!
I KNOW what IS Freedom being in my 60's, and I've done a lot of Outdoorsey, where no sound is heard, except the trickle of a stream or high mountain winds. I love getting lost in the wilderness even. It's priceless, but only when it's Pure- what is challenge and the Trill of lost, if, AI is hovering over us? Makes no sense to me, folks don't SEE this.
I KNOW AI is the ultimate Death of Freedom. Of all we love about our Freedoms, of the joys of even the simple things, like a Sunday drive, a private talk around the dinner table with our loved ones. It's private no more. And more to come. Soon, cameras will be everywhere, we'll be required to be carry a Digital ID everywhere. It will control our everything.
53rd, Truthfully, I'm very disappointed that folks, even in the Medical Truth Community, let Kristi Noem push the Real ID on us (not me). The Act was passed the same year as the PREP Act, 2005. Both, with the same goal. Control. There is still time to stop it - the goal is all on it by 2027. It's the reason for this latest push- shoes will still be removed if don't have a Real ID. The more of us who do Not comply - the better our chances we can stop it.
Similar to me being the only one, of hundreds, every time I've flown, to say NO to the facial camera, I will be in that new line, I expect a very short line - taking off my shoes. Hope I see you there :)
I came to a similar conclusion on the vax, “My immune system is working just fine, thank you, and I don’t want to mess with it.” Never facebooked or twitter/xed, do have a flip phone but either forget to take it or turn it on half the time. Remember seeing Zuckerberg on Charley Rose when it first came out and I thought, “That’s the dumbest thing I ever heard of. People’s relationships will be so superficial!” That was a few billion dollars ago in Zuckie’s pocket but it still works for me. Hadn’t given much thought to the Real ID; seemed like an effort to ensure citizenship, like one needed a birth certificate to get one? On second thought, maybe you’re right. Are you saying it transmits a bloody signal?
When the Patriot act was passed, I refused to fly. I told my adult children that I will not have my 4th amendment rights stripped from me because i want to fly somewhere. They said, "don't fly then."
So I went no where on a plane for over 10 years, finally had to fly to a funeral of someone I loved very much. Now I fly once a year with my adult children to vacation somewhere out of America. Don't like it, but it got a little better last week, with no more shoe removal.
BTW, a passport is a real id.
Enter the issue that AI now allows: Transhumanism.
The perfect 56 mins of a timeline video you can download and watch again if need be.
It's on par with the old Readers Digest version in that handy small take along book .
I'm still along for the ride. It's been the blessing like a Messenger from above!
Dear God! Has the tide turned? This is great! So so happy!